Hey Ya Never Know

Since receiving my Wii, which I might add I’m getting a bit of a work with. I’ve been thinking about balance. The wii works my body, but I also need to work my mind.

The forked tongue would do that. And because all work and no play..well you know the rest,

Some great female erotica like the Melinoe Project would be a great read as well.

I didn’t really ask for the wii but got it. So, a gal never knows.

Until next time Perverts

Fear is the mind killer

Went to TES last week to hear my all time favorite person Flagg, speak about Coming out Dominant. I’m not going to go into it, you should have been there. Granted if you live in NY.  What stood out for me while sitting there is that I’ve met some great people,

I have said who some of them are before on these pages.

All in all in general the people I’ve met taught me a lot of things, what not to do and what to do. What not to do, try to be someone I’m not, what to do, be who I am and the hell with everyone else. Which is basically the way I was before TES and I’m sure I’ll be after TES. As Fagg pointed out you do need a bullshit detector. What works for me is that if you stay quite for a moment, you’ll hear/figure out the bullshit. Not the bullshit like people just shit talking, and joking. But bullshit like posturing and every word out their mouth is “oh, I’ve done that, you never hear them say I don’t know or I’d like to learn that.” Because they already know everything, they’ve done it all and had a plethora of slaves all before the tender age of 25 or 35 years of age.

 

Things that make you go humm.

 

Now before folks get their latex and or leather panties in a bunch, I’m not saying that someone could not have achieved certain things before this age, hell I was tying and hitting all through out my twenties but I was also taking stock of myself and becoming the person I want to be not only in D/s but in life in general. I’m just saying that if you stay quite long enough you’ll be going humm. I’ve gotten to a place with myself were I define myself not others. Or as it’s said in the hood what you eat doesn’t make me shit. Do they have an opinion about who they think I am? If they have an asshole, I’m sure they do. Do they get to know if what they think is true about me? Some have, some have not. And it’s the some who have that I associate myself with. It’s these people that I can say at the moment no one is serving me and it does not take away who I am or the skill I’ve learned. And they know this of themselves as well. And it’s because of the work I’ve done within myself that I can say not having someone serving me at the moment does not make or break me. Although it would be nice to have a boy at my feet, until that time comes I’m cool. I think if I didn’t do some work within I might be fearful and as we all know fear is the mind killer.  I faced my fears a long time ago looking in a mirror and living with what you see can be some scary shit.

 

I can’t wait for the Flagg and company to do the core protocol seminar. Always open to continue to learn and grow.

Happy St. Patrick’s Day

Perverts