Whip Appeal ~Ramblings From A Whip~

April 19, 2009

Sir

Filed under: d/s, femdom, master/slave, sadist — Raven @ 2:42 pm

Now that the weather is changing, I’m thinking more seriously using the honorific of Sir. I’ve never had a problem with being referred to as Sir from my co-workers. What started as a joke turned into something that I’ve come to embrace. On more then one occasion while at work the staff I supervise had be taken to task for calling me Sir by the public. And, they were quickly set straight that calling me Sir was out of respect not said with mocking.

 

I’ve asked a few staff if there was something I could do to temper my female masculinity. One reply was that even when I wear a dress or skirt I’m still the same way, just in a dress or a skirt. Humm

 

What has really got me thinking of using Sir is my energy no matter how glamed up I get someone will refer to me as Sir. I thought it was because I wear my hair short, very short. But I always try to counter that by wearing long earrings or some kind of jewelry. I don’t wear makeup. I was recently (and by recent I mean Feb.) invited to a dinner party. I decided I’m going to go all out, I went to the Mac store and had my makeup done. I even went and got a manicure and pedicure. I thought since I’m going all out I’d wear stocking (with seams of course) “A” line skirt, leather and suede Mary Jane’s navy blue silk shirt and cincher, pearl necklace and earrings. A cross between Betty Davis and a fetish Diva, I blame my Grandmother for this type of fashion. As a little girl watching her dress for parties was something I actually liked to do. But un-like my sister I didn’t play dress up with her jewelry and makeup. Go figure?

 

So while at the party, I’m referred to as “this gentleman”, and “sir” respectively. I want to calk this up to people just not paying attention. But as the gentleman that I was conversing with said, “you are one of the few women here that gives off an air of confidence, you are defiantly in control. Most woman reserve that energy for men or gay women”

I’m not a man, nor am I a gay woman. I had to let him know I was the kind of woman his mother warned him about. After telling him just what kind of woman I was he, passed on most of it and wanted to know if there was a go straight to the sex card? Unfortunately there isn’t and I would not know what that card look like, at this point in my life.    

 

Over the course of the evening we continued to talk, I told him my story of “Sir” and he agreed that I should be called Sir but only on my own terms.

 

To which he referred to me as Sir the rest of the evening.

 I’m going to have to kick it around a bit more.

 

 

April 5, 2009

Drop That Top

Filed under: bonding, d/s — Raven @ 1:21 pm

Recently I had the pleasure of taking part of a discussion were the topic of top drop was brought up. Many in the conversation didn’t think it was much of an issue, and why should they? They were bottoms. And for this post I’ll refer to the people involved as top and bottom.

 

When asked if they did anything for the top that they have the pleasure to be topped by all of them gave a blank stare. Some of us gave examples of how top drop effects us, and you would have thought we were speaking another language, or giving details of some horrific crime. The looks on their faces showed they had no idea or had given no thought to what happens to tops after a scene. And why would they? We always hear about after care for the bottom, but what of the top? This also holds true for the lamenting of the gift that bottoms give what gift? It stops being a gift to me when you go on and on about it, give it to me and shut the hell up about.  And God forbid you ever hear mention of the gift tops give. Queue the crickets; yeah that’s what you’ll hear if you ever bring up that subject in some circles. Tops giving the “gift” heavens no.

In the same conversation I explained how much work it was to not only be a top, but to put a scene together. They (the bottoms) looked bored, but every top in the room was nodding their heads. We are the ones, who think about the temperature of the room.

What kind of music to play if any is there something to drink, the kind of scene that will happen and do we have everything we need for said scene?

And that all important question; will the police break down my door and catch me assaulting the bottom? Yeah assault that’s what it’s called when you do bodily harm to someone. Even if they agree to come to you home and be tied down and caned. I’m charged with assault, but thank goodness the bottom is protected.

 

Even if the police don’t break down my door and drag me off to jail, and I do get to do all the things that were agreed on. Afterwards, I’m expected to take care of the bottom. To console them, to gently bring them back from where, only they know.

After all the planning and executing of the scene, who takes care of top?

Think about?

 

 

 

 

 

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